From March 2023
March 13, 2023
I don’t know why. Why? Does _ stay in my mind. What is it about them that keeps popping into my head? For all I know, they probably don’t even want me. I know I’m not a priority for them. I never have been. But there’s just something about _ that I can’t get out of my head. For starters, they’re my favorite lover. My best sex lover is a tie between two others, but they’ve been away from my life for some time and there’s no need to mention who they are and their whereabouts. I’ve been craving _. I didn’t even want to meet them the first time we met, but for some reason, there was a secret connection. There’s just some kind of passion between us. I’ve never even told them to this day. I’m secretly scared to tell them the truth from my end. I feel as if it’ll scare them because they might not feel the same way. I do enjoy having sex with this person. It’s just different. In all honesty, he’s not well endowed. He’s just a great lover to me. I’ve had my share of partners before and after my first time with them, but I want that feeling all the time! It’s a great feeling, rather, it’s an amazing feeling to me. I just don’t know how to address it with them without feeling desperate on my part. I want that passion back, I always need it. I’ve been craving it and not just from anyone, just them. I don’t need anyone else, just _.
